02 December 2007 ; 6:37 PM ♥
she walked slowly into the bathroom.
she went into the toilet and locked the door.
she started sobbing.
she began thinking, what have i done to deserve this?
she took off her clothes and went into the shower.
she turned on the tap.
she slowly fell to the floor and broke down.
she started thinking about her boy.
where is the boy she once knew?
why did he treat her like this?
he promised not to make her cry, yet she's crying for him
again.
she tried her best to do whatever he asked of her.
in the end, he scolded her even though she did nothing wrong.
where were the times he put his jacket over her because she felt cold?
where were the times he gave her a hug when she needed one?
where were the times he did something silly just to see her smile?
she felt hurt,
very hurt.
this was the boy she loved.
she stuck with him when he was penniless.
she did silly things to make him happy.
all she wanted was for him to be happy, even if it means sacrificing her own happiness.
in fact, she would die for him.
she thought, is this really the end?
maybe, just maybe he didn't love her anymore.
tears kept rolling down her cheeks.
when she got out of the shower, her eyes were bloodshot
red.
this girl is numb.
she can't feel anything anymore.
there's only one question left in her mind.
it it really over?
fuck this bloody world. _l_
zhux3
