that's when i love you,

31 December 2007 ; 8:50 AM ♥

The Day You Went Away

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty-five after nine
In the doorway with your kiss
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we will never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away

will you go away? ]:

^ZHUx3

29 December 2007 ; 8:06 PM ♥

Only Love

2 am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

But only love can say try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last goodbye

But only love can say try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
That's something only love can do

i think this is how you are feeling now dear.
i dedicate this song for you.

Label: am i ~~confused~~?

^ZHUx3

21 December 2007 ; 11:21 PM ♥

我不會唱歌

這首為你點播的歌如果我先哭了
怎麼唱到最後
是的感情不是K歌音階一字不漏
不見的感動

我也懂拿MIC的手不能顫抖
曾握著就能感受你比我難過
誰寫的歌詞那麼適合放手
我怎能捨不得

我努力唱完主歌我忘了走音沒有
我到地哭什麼哭什麼明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友我忘了是誰哭了
就算你不記得這首歌唱完的是我

這首為你點播的歌如果我先哭了
怎麼唱到最後
是的感情不是K歌音階一字不漏
不見的感動

我也懂拿MIC的手不能顫抖
曾握著就能感受你比我難過
誰寫的歌詞那麼適合放手
我怎能捨不得

我努力唱完主歌我忘了走音沒有
我到地哭什麼哭什麼明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友我忘了是誰哭了
就算你不記得這首歌唱完的是我

我努力唱完這歌我忘了破音沒有
你心裡觸動的下一首已經不是我
我努力唱大嘶吼我不怕剩我一個
只要你能記得這首歌給我最愛的

EMO IS LOVED! x3

^ZHUx3

19 December 2007 ; 11:09 PM ♥

hi again bloggie.
i woke up at 5.45am this morning. [god knows why]
anyway, i played maple until about 10.45am before preparing to go out.
i was going to meet cindy[mama], xiu mei[nu er] & shi ying[nu er] for our flash homework.
we met at the hougang mrt control station. [as usual, xm & sy late]
we then went to the foodcourt for lunch.
the food quite yummy. not bad, not bad.
we then went to a house because cindy wanted to trim her hair.
i never went to a salon in a house before.
quite cool la.
at first only cindy cut, in the end all also cut. [really family lol]
afterwhich, we went to xm house.
cindy gave us a packet of ferrero rocher each as a xmas present. [all in my stomach]

ferrero rocher from mama. (:

they 3 so hard working, i go take their picture. lazy pig. ):

anyways, we managed to complete it. [1 homework lesser]
we then went back home.

sometimes, the things you say hurt. they really do. x/3

^ZHUx3

18 December 2007 ; 11:10 AM ♥

Born to make you happy

Oh my love~
I'm sitting here alone up in my room
And thinking about the times that we've been through [oh my love]
I'm looking at a picture in my hand
Trying my best to understand
I really want to know what we did wrong
With a love that felt so strong

If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I'd better give it up and carry on [oh my love]
Cause living in a dream of you and me
Is not the way my life should be
I don't want to cry a tear for you
So forgive me if I do

If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

I'd do anything, I'd give you my world
I'd wait forever, to be your girl
Just call out my name, and I will be there
Just to show you how much I care

I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
I was born to make you happy

Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

^ZHUx3

17 December 2007 ; 9:25 AM ♥

hi bloggie!
i am having a headache now.
i can't go to east coast with the girls in my class today.
sorry.
]:

no matter where you go, you will always be in my heart.
& baby i love you. x3

^ZHUx3

14 December 2007 ; 6:52 AM ♥

This is a picture of 2 of my friends:

fang ning & xiu mei

fang ning drew xiu mei, while xiu mei drew fang ning.

this is how they really look like in real.

p.s. i was jus kidding about the look alike part. :x

^ZHUx3

11 December 2007 ; 7:49 PM ♥

PAPA
XIAO NU ER & DA NU ER

i miss mama. ):
^zhux3

08 December 2007 ; 7:21 AM ♥

HAPPY 6 MONTHS! ♥
ilu(:

^{^zhux3}

06 December 2007 ; 9:30 PM ♥

HI DEAD BLOG! O_O

i went to school quite early this morning because i didn't want to be late for my presentation.
at first, there were some complications, but i guess it turned out pretty fine.
afterwhich, i had another two tests.
they were ~~fucked up~~.
LOL!
anyways, i went to plaza singapura with xiu mei, shi ying and cindy after school ended.
we went to eat pizza hut.
it was so much fun.
after eating, we went to take a walk around the shopping center.
we saw POKEMON!

afterwhich, we continued walking.
we went to a shop named Miss Whatever.
xiu mei and i bought a new pencil box.

we then walked around for awhile more before heading home.
actually, today was a really fun day.

^zhux3

05 December 2007 ; 7:48 PM ♥

Current song playing in my head:

This time, this place
Misused, mistakes
Too long, too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
Cause you know
You know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
Cause you know
You know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away [so far away]
Been far away for far too long
So far away [so far away]
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me
And never let me go

^zhux3

02 December 2007 ; 6:37 PM ♥

she walked slowly into the bathroom.
she went into the toilet and locked the door.
she started sobbing.
she began thinking, what have i done to deserve this?
she took off her clothes and went into the shower.
she turned on the tap.
she slowly fell to the floor and broke down.
she started thinking about her boy.
where is the boy she once knew?
why did he treat her like this?
he promised not to make her cry, yet she's crying for him again.
she tried her best to do whatever he asked of her.
in the end, he scolded her even though she did nothing wrong.
where were the times he put his jacket over her because she felt cold?
where were the times he gave her a hug when she needed one?
where were the times he did something silly just to see her smile?
she felt hurt, very hurt.
this was the boy she loved.
she stuck with him when he was penniless.
she did silly things to make him happy.
all she wanted was for him to be happy, even if it means sacrificing her own happiness.
in fact, she would die for him.
she thought, is this really the end?
maybe, just maybe he didn't love her anymore.
tears kept rolling down her cheeks.
when she got out of the shower, her eyes were bloodshot red.
this girl is numb.
she can't feel anything anymore.
there's only one question left in her mind.
it it really over?

fuck this bloody world. _l_

^zhux3

; 1:52 PM ♥

So Close

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

Our life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid my goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?

We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

This is a really sweet song from the movie "Enchanted".
i really loved that show.
:D :D

^zhux3