that's when i love you,

23 November 2007 ; 6:59 AM ♥

i sent my mummy, brother and sister to the airport yesterday.
they are going for a 8-day trip to Korea.
NO NAGGINGS FROM MY MUM FOR 8 DAYS.
WOO~!
but i guess i'll miss them.
=/

anyways,
I LOST MY STUDENT CARD AND THUMBDRIVE!
i think i left it in the level 4 lab.
i hope someone kind picked it up and left it at the help desk.
if not...
i am busted.
)x

^zhux3

20 November 2007 ; 8:57 PM ♥

yummy pork i ate on monday! :D :D

random ._.

i just miss my hubbieee la. Dx

^zhux3

17 November 2007 ; 11:00 PM ♥

i know it has been a long time since i updated.
~~who gives a fuck anyway?~~
i got nothing much to say.
bye.

where is the love i used to be so sure of?
where is the boy i used to know?
i'm not even sure if you're still my boy.

you leave me sucidal. x/3

^zhux3

16 November 2007 ; 10:42 PM ♥

HELLO
lets summaries what happened today.
afternoon go outram park nearby there have my lunch.
then go A division(Police Cantonment Complex)for the Asean Summit briefing.
kinda boring. they told us to reach there by 1330hrs
but the briefing starts @ 1500 sharp -.- *arseole~
1800hrs everything end so i went ps meet mom then go yoshinoya eat
cause my dear dont want come find me ma ;PpPppPppppPP :D
after tht i headed home & mummy went cck walk walk then come find me =]
awhile mummy go home le :D

MY COUGHS LOVE ME
I DONT LOVE MY COUGH __

^weix3

14 November 2007 ; 8:02 PM ♥

ops. i dont have much time on talking
take a look

earn 150k in 1week
:p nolifes =x

sorry im busy.
im a boyfriend girl.

honey ; i love you :D

^weix3

13 November 2007 ; 8:34 PM ♥

our new rings. x33

hees! :D

^zhux3

12 November 2007 ; 10:34 PM ♥

self-directed learning [SDL] week starts today!

i woke up at about 8.00am today.
i went to play maple for awhile before preparing for school.
[ meet xiu mei, cindy and shi ying for project work. (: ]
we met at yck mrt station at 11.00am.
we started to film the process of walking from the mrt station to our school.
afterwhich, we went to macs for lunch.
we then went to film the different parts of our school.
it was quite fun exploring our school.
after filming was done, we went to the library to compile the different parts.
we spent 8 HOURS in the fucking library compiling the whole video.
anyway, when it was finally done, we packed our bags and left.
xiu mei did something funny at the exit of the library.
[ it's for us to know and you to find out! :D ]
i need to go to school tomorrow again for another project.
~~GREAT!~~
i'm having a headache currently.
._.

what's the point of living in this fucking world?
nobody cares.
i'd much rather be dead.
[:

please do not ASSUME things will go YOUR way.

^zhux3

; 6:21 PM ♥

people chiong maple.
i chiong neopets =x

^weix3

10 November 2007 ; 10:45 PM ♥

SOMEONE PLEASE STAB ME!

my dear has been running a fever for about 2 days.
the fever goes on and off.
i'm so scared something will happen to him.
WHY must god do this to him?
_l_

Today's events:

he went with me to funan in the morning to fix my lappie.
afterwhich, we went to toa payoh to play pool.
he complained that he was having a headache.
i suggested going to his ah ma house for a rest.
on the journey there, i could see him suffering.
it really broke my heart.

why did i ask him out when i knew he was unwell?
why did i get angry with him because he broke his promises? [he didn't mean to break them]
why was i so fucking selfish?

after spending about half the day there, he accompanied me to funan to collect my lappie.
he then sent me home.
when we were at my house, his fever came back again.
i told him to go home to rest but he refused.
he said he wanted to accompany me because he might not be able to see me tomorrow.

why didn't he spare a thought for himself?
why did he only think about me?
is that love?
why am i so useless?

i feel so worthless.
i'm not worthy of his love.
i'm not worthy of whatever he has done for me.
maybe i should just drop ~~dead~~.
i'm just another burden to him.

9.15 pm

wei: i think i want go Tan Tock Seng see a doctor.
zhu: okay. then you call your mother go with you la.
wei: [calls his mum]
wei: my mother don't want accompany me there. she say she's tired.
zhu: wtf...

i seriously don't understand why his mother is like that?
i saw her a few times and found her quite nice.
i changed my view of her today.
HELLO, your son is sick and you still care whether you are fucking tired anot?
even if my mother was tired like fuck, i bet she would still look after me.
why?
that's because she's a MOTHER.
as a mother, it's YOUR responsibility to look after your child.
get a life.
okay, she's my senior, so i won't get too rude.

i really can't stand seeing you suffer dear.
why is your life so miserable?
fuck it.

my head is spinning.
i think i'm gonna faint.
._.

^zhux3

; 10:42 PM ♥

HELLO im back.
morning went to funan w honey repair her lappy
then went eating w her family
& she doesnt allow me to eat those crispy food :x cause i got fever.
after tht we headed to toa payoh safra to play pool
we had lots of fun over there xD
after tht i realised tht my fever is getting higher
so she decided to bring me back to my ahma house rest.
blah blahhh...
till night i went to her house plygrd my forehead is getting higher & my whole body is freezing
so i went her house take some panadol
then i ask her to find thermometer for me & measured 38.2
she was like so worried.
anyway sorry for letting you so worried.

ilu ilu ilu(:

^weix3

09 November 2007 ; 8:55 PM ♥

hi bloggie.
i went to school at 12.30pm today to do my project.
i was supposed to leave at 2.30pm to find dear.
in the end, i left at 3.30pm because we completed it too slowly.
anyway, i rushed to lavender because dear said he was having a fever.
i was like freaking worried about him.
when i got there, he told me his fever was 37.8 degrees.
that's like a HIGH FEVER.
his whole body was burning hot.
anyway, i took a cloth and some ice water to put on his forehead.
my mum used to do this when i had a fever.
this was the first time i did this for anyone.
i then smsed teck to tell him that dear was sick.
i didn't let dear see the sms as i thought it was nothing much.
dear didn't want to talk to me because i didn't let him see the sms.
i just moved away from him and sat alone.
tears started to drop from my eyes.
~~i don't know how to express how i feel~~.
gahs.

i hope you know that nothing matters more than your health.

^zhux3

08 November 2007 ; 8:09 AM ♥

Till The End

all these precious moments,
with you by my side,
must be a gift from heaven,
that's holding me tight.

i don't know how i found you,
i'm thankful that i had,
now that i have a love so true,
to hold, to keep, to share.

in my heart,
i can no longer hold inside,
all of the love i used to hide,
i'll always be with you until the very end.
in this world,
there is no place i'd rather be,
you are my life, my soul, my girl.
and through it all,
i know you'll come to see,
that you're the one till the end.

all my friends around me,
say you'll be gone too soon,
baby i'm gonna make them see,
we've found our way back home.

in my heart,
i can no longer hold inside,
all of the love i used to hide,
i'll always be with you until the very end.
in this world,
there is no place i'd rather be,
you are my life, my soul, my girl.
and through it all,
i know you'll come to see,
that you're the one till the end.

HAPPY 5 MONTHS HUBBY! <3

i'm sorry about yesterday. ]:

^zhux3

07 November 2007 ; 9:40 AM ♥

OMGOMGOMGOMG!
WTFWTFWTFWTF!!!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZzzz...
aHHHHHHhHhhhhHh!!!!!!!!!!!
There was an headcount of angels in heaven
pandemonium strucked discovering that an angel is missing
please call heaven & tell em you're safe w me
my sweet angel :x

Sunday
i got back HTA i saw my completed bmt cert
i was like dont give a damn. i just give my obs fitness cert b4 this -.-

Monday
heard from my squad mates abt my posting
& i'm proud to be in tht posting too but is like very xiong to me
Division/Unit : Special Operation Command(SOC)
Vocation : Police Tactical Squad(PTS)
This is the video:

Today/Wedesday
i was in HTA, heard my honey headache & feel like vomiting.
since today was th eve of the holiday,
so i went to MO get MC & went back home.

sorry for wasting your tears tht night.
sorry for not pay more attention to you.
sorry for not giving you more surprise.
sorry for hurting you.
but i can be sure tht you'll have me till u die.
really sorry.. maybe im really sucks =\
i'll try to be your bestest hubby xD

truelovestarts080607.

^weix3

06 November 2007 ; 8:00 PM ♥

school was boring as usual.
nothing much to blog about actually.
i better start doing my communication skills homework if not i'll be ~~dead~~ tomorrow.
should be going out to play pool with my peeps tomorrow.
poofs*

where is the love? x/3

^zhux3

; 8:20 AM ♥

i just changed my blogskin yesterday.
so cute right? :D :D

i'm currently in school.
we need to ask the lecturer some stupid questions for the stupid project.
~~this is so much fun~~.
i better start doing something before i get scolded for blogging in class.
._.

i miss my hubbieee. ]:

^zhux3

04 November 2007 ; 7:15 PM ♥

a HEART shaped bubble i blew. x3

MY shop. MY label. :x

i would like to blog more about what i did yesterday and today, but my keyboard is a bit spoiled.

WTF! ._.

update soon. :D

^zhux3

02 November 2007 ; 10:48 PM ♥

LOLOLOLOLOLL!! :x

^zhux3

01 November 2007 ; 8:41 PM ♥

HAVE A YUMMY RICE BOWL! :D :D

i played maple in the morning as school started quite late today.
we got a 2 hours lunch break so my friends and i went to Bishan.
i took a picture of the tissue paper at Yoshinoya while eating.
afterwhich, we went back to school for our lessons.
business mandarin was CRAP.
she gave us a assignment to complete.
a 500 word essay on china history.
WTF?!
i mean who in the fuck reads CHINA HISTORY?
fuck it.
while on the way home, the fucking mrt broke down.
oh ~~great~~!
i then took a train back to novena with cindy, while fang ning and pei wen went to toa payoh.
of all the wonders in the world, i had to go and try bus 851.
the bus didn't reach to my house and i didn't know where i was heading.
in the end, i alighted at somewhere near City Hall and went to the nearest bus stop.
i managed to find a bus home with the help of my mother on the phone.
the bus was freaking crowded, so when the door closed, it freaking scratched my foot.
i finally got back home after the LONG journey.

_l_ SMRT.
_l_ SBS.
_l_ TODAY.

^zhux3